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by At Heart

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1.
Become 01:46
2.
False Crown 03:56
I've had enough of your broken promises. I've seen enough of both faces. I'm tired of you spewing filth from your lips, All your words are falling short Again. You are the one that's ruined everything that's taken so long to build. How do you take all you have for granted? How can you even fall asleep at night, Knowing you abandoned your family? You're stuck inside your division. Was this all your intention? How will you learn from your mistakes if you keep living them day to day? Using people for profit isn't the way to get yourself to the top. Money won't buy you happiness, Popularity is a fleeting trend. I hope you see what I've seen. I hope you hear what I mean. Look me in the eyes and tell me I'm not the same as you. I'm doing all I can to follow through. How will you ever listen, If you run from conviction? You are no saint, you are no savior. You are two faces, Blinded by greed. you've thrown it all to the way-side. Behold the kingdom built on lies. Don't take me for a fool, Remember I'm the same as you.
3.
Where were you when I fell? When I reached the end of my sanity? I looked so hard for the light in the tunnel, But there was none it seemed. How can I ever move forward, If I can't get past what's behind me? Please help me forget, I've been spending my life trying to repent. Is everything a dead end road? Lately I've been losing faith. Is everything a dead end? Watch me fail again, I swear it's all I'm good for. Everything I try to fix, comes up to another downfall. Every apology that I speak feels like it's lost to the wind. It's all lost to the wind. Where do I- go from here? I'm -so tired of this fear. I can't seem to find you. You're upside down and inside out. Now I'm here to assist you, to pull you out of the pit of your self doubt. Everything you're facing, I've been down that road before. As iron sharpens iron, you're not alone. Why do we face life alone? All we are is flesh and bone. I said I'll help you find a line. I'll help you find the light at the end. Here's to living like we're free. We're too young to live in captivity. We're built for more than the scars on our hearts, We're made of more than these broken parts.
4.
Blood Ties 03:45
I've got something left to say. How do you call this a family? It sinks deep into my bones, Something that I can't escape. I used to think this was my home, Now it's more than I can take. This source of every problem, Every issue that I face. I'm not the man you thought that you owned, I'm not the boy you thought you raised. I will never be your idea of perfection, Never be your golden standard. I'm sorry I'm not the child you wanted. Im not your trophy child, I'm not everything you thought I would be. But I'm trying my hardest, I'll be something of worth. I've never seen such hatred run so deep. Why is this division something that we keep? Are we so blind? Something that I haven't told you, What I can't seem to get out. You don't love the way that you're shown, Your mind is crippled in doubt. I'm sorry for your mother's failings, And the father who never got you. But it all has hit the ceiling just like it used to. We can't go on this way. This is no family. This is a tragedy. Where's the love you said I'd find? Where's the life you said I'd lead? I'm not running, I refuse to be the victim. I'm done hiding, I'm not your broken children. I am not everything that you wanted, And for that I am not sorry.
5.
How do you still haunt my every thought? You'd think after four long years I might be past this. I know it was my own fault, The regret is all my own. But God I can't forget. You were my home. It's like every mistake that I made, Is now the only thing that remains. I'm sorry, so sorry for what I can't fix now. I broke your trust, it was something that I never deserved. Being young and stupid is no excuse to ignore the pain I caused you. When will I learn? What'll make me forget? There were far too many nights we spent in silence. I know I can't take back everything I said. It's still ringing loudly, so clearly in my head. For what it may be worth, I cherish every day we had. I'll keep trying to bend the hands on the clock, Praying it'll lead me back to you. You've had your payback, I'll never forget your face. You've had your payback, You're the one thing I can't erase. I'm so glad you and God forgave me, Because I can't forgive myself. I'm so sorry for throwing your heart away. If I had it to go back over again, it would be different.
6.
I have exhausted my patience, My mercy has worn thin. This is the product of all your dishonesty, alleged naivety. I can't begin to describe, How sick you make me inside. For too long you've passed off living a lie. The smile you hide behind is growing colder, I thought your selfishness might change as you grew older. What do you have to say for yourself? You cant pass the blame to someone else. I pity how low you live. I pity the life you struggle with. I tried to burn these bridges, I tried to bury the past. But it seems like your sins are the only things that'll ever last. You called me lover. You called me friend. But like all good things, It must come to an end. I'm taking back the years you took from me. I'm not your puppet, I'm not your slave. I'm sorry there was no better way, Goodbye, my friend.
7.
Gossamer 02:25
8.
Vices 04:54
Why can't you understand? You're pulling yourself under again. Sleepless nights and bloodshot eyes, Have become your only friend. What is there left to do? Your vices still have a hold on you. Don't say that I -didn't warn you. This is your creation. What will it take to put you back together? You are so undone. Put down the bottle, put down your anger. You're gonna lose everything. Is being alone worth this pain? Was it worth it to you? Was it worth it to you to lose your children? You've dug your grave, You don't want to be saved. Please salvage what's left and leave it behind. Leave it behind. You're staring death in the face. Why can't you look the other way? Don't look for anyone else to blame. This falls on your shoulders. I know there's more to you than what you're going through. But I can't sit back and watch you take your life again. Please know I love you, but it hurts too much watching you die. You're made for more. I've sat for 17 years, Watching you drown in tears. You're living on borrowed time, You're suffering on borrowed years. What happened to making a name for yourself? You're a slave. Are happy watching your life waste away? Stuck inside your cycle every day? I've tried my hardest to fix all your scars, But it seem to me as if you're too far gone. Are you too far gone?

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released December 12, 2014

Ben Goros - Vocals
Garrett Schwartz - Guitars
Indy Jones - Guitars
Jake Pierson - Bass
Josh Griner - Drums

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At Heart Savannah, Georgia

We are a metal band from Savannah Georgia. We want to use our music as a basis to relate to hurting hearts in our generation.

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